My wonderful Ian, sometimes the words to match my feelings cannot be found, the words I do find to not seem to express the depth of feeling....it goes to show actions and words together truly demonstrate love. I miss you, I miss how we loved, always the feeling if new love, excited at the thought of seeing you, speaking to you... And now excitement when I think of seeing you again. 31 years this month since our first kiss, I remember the exact place and time, I remember what you were wearing. All f our kisses were exciting and full of meaning, none out of habit. Saying I miss you does not seem to convey enough my real emotion. Always I love you, always there will only be you. I can't wait to see you again, I await with excited anticipation. I know that my heart is in the safest hands with you and you know that yours is very safe with me. I love you Ian.. I am walking my way to you, day by day. Your wife forever, Kay xx